اپیزود پانزدهم ..Feeling too much's trouble

Can't imagine a day without my mobile! Couldn't be just a normal day but of course wouldn't be the worst day of my life! not worse than today..!
And today was awful with this headache , with this feeling of being so empty so numb..no no not numb but numb with so much more emotion than the water falling from the waterfall with all of it's energy and it's pain. but the pain of something that still is  unknown to me.
 ridiculous right!??