Today

I love my life. I love the person i am. But there's times like right now that i cant take it easy to my mind and miss the person who i was, very much. I miss the girl who used to be careless about everything.. Who used to walk while dancing and breathe like she was breathing the mars air. 

I know i can act like i dont care like i dont give a damn like im careless again.. But at the end i know that its just a very shameful act! 

Its like im grown up without my spirit believing it. 

And that sucks.

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Im very grateful that i still have this corner for myself. Good i didn't listen to myself and didnt erase anyth frm here . This place is a cure.  And i need this cure time by time.. I should keep it in mind.