So much in my head while being completely unable to get something out of it and find where's the problem and i guess this was always my problem! i know what should i do that i must stick to the work i do the best and guess im going to do it but the thing is i may not! that's the beauty of being me!! i suppose some things never change or get fixed by time.. as it is more than a decade by now!
wow!! more than a deade i say! you're getting old! can you see it?? 
