write it bold on the white flag above my door

So days go after days. Travelling too fast and does not let you feel the way you felt before. Well true, thats natural and that may be even a gift. Just imagine how wrong could it be if your feelings were not supposed to change over time. Thats what i call a total disaster! Lol anyways thank god for not letting this disaster happen. 

Some people say life is beautiful.  Some say life is so damn cruel. 

But i say life is just life!! It can be beautiful or not can have ups and downs but its you who decides to see and make it whether enjoyable or just a place to suffer!! Then it can never make any sense blaming life and days and time for harsh moments you experience or worse,  some blame other people and hate them like the reason of all the suffering they ever had in their lives! I may hate those someones! 

Anywayssssss! All these spoiled explainings for just showing the world that im alive and this place is also, indeed. 

I need here for expressing myself so the blood will always rush in "my world"'s veins!!! 

No matter i look like this. :| or this :-) or this :-( !!!!!